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What You Can Expect From My Posts

This blog is for me, the rest of you are by standers, honestly, and I don't mean that in any sense of hierarchy: I mean more than you and in my blog I'm the boss so whatever I say goes, damn it, and you will be my minions! No, it's just when I can't draw or paint (especially when I have no other form of income currently) I like to express myself through writing. If I can stay out of trouble, and keep away from all of those terrible little things that people try to hide from their loved ones and co-worker and closest friends (if they can and usually aren't good at for long), I'm going to try. I'd rather not get arrested again, it's the one that get's me a go straight to jail card, and I'm no the jail type. I'm an artsy, sarcastic, bipolar anomaly. I would hope to god that my talking, which has gotten me out of so many situations before, would be my only hope of salvation.

So, in this blog, you can't truly expect much but you can hope to see a lot. My father is a writer, quite a good one too but I would never use his name to get anywhere, and though I know I'm a good one, I only fallow in his footsteps for pleasure not for a living as well. And I'm not going to school for communications, I'm a psychology major (go figure). He is pushing me to write an auto-biography, though, which I admire the thought of my life on pages to help me get it out but so far this is what I'm doing. I'm hoping that me getting out the things I go through, and the crazy self-analysis that anyone who knows me well enough can agree too, I do it quite often and quite well for someone who can be rather irrational. It's the after-the-fact situation where I disassociate myself and can become my own therapist. My therapist would like me to leave it to him, but he doesn't blame me for doing a good job while he's not around.

For anyone who does come upon this blog, I hope you enjoy and appreciate the life I live and the problems at hand, my next post, which I'm sure will come quickly, will be more personal, rather than explaining to you what this whole thing was started for. I just wanted to give a clue, if it helped, which I'm sure it left you more confused - I do it to myself a lot, on what you can expect.

This is meandering. I am Megan.